Saturday, October 23, 2010

011010

011010♥ angka biner, angka yang berkesan banget buat gue. Karna pada saat itu, kalajengking gue bilang sayang sama gue :)

Scorpio
Dia scorpio gue, nggada alasan khusus kenapa gue panggil dia scorpio. Simple, bintang dia scorpio sih haha.

4september 2010
The first day he texts me (I mean, he texts all of my friends too) and apologizing for something that's not really his fault. And we keep texting and texting....about scool's intern student organization haha

5september
We keep texting each other, day and night. It's not always about the school's intern students organization, it's about life, daily activities, everything!

7september
Dia ngasih tau gue tentang gunung, tentang sunset dan sunrise. Tentang indahnya sunrise di gunung dan sunset di anyer. Tentang bunga abadi setinggi 2 meter. Dia bilang dia mau naik gunung gede atau gunung semeru tanggal14. dia juga bilang mau ajak cewek ke pantai ngeliat sunset yang indah itu kapankapan. At that time, I didn't realized that I kinda wish it was me.

14september
Didn't I say it was holiday when he first texted me? Yep, 13 september gue balik ke jakarta. Dan 14 september dia berangkat naik gunung. Tapi sebelumnya dia ajak gue ketemu disekolah, buat ngasih kunci. Dia kasih tau gue tentang carriel (?) which is a pretty cute name for a bag, daypack, alat masaknya, tentang semua buat naik gunung. Dan dia berangkat...ke semeru

20september
Masuk sekolah, we keep texting each other. Kita kumpul diruang osis, bercanda, ngobrol, denger lagu sama amel, satrio, kadims, bangjeb, wildan. Dia cerita tentang semeru, dia bilang dia pikirin cewek di tanjakan cinta. Cieee, kata gue. Tapi gue nggak tau kalo waktu itu gue agak sedih dengernya.

21september
DIA AJAK GUE PULANG BARENG. Karna penasaran, gue tanya siapa yang dia pikirin di tanjakan cinta. Dia bilang nggamau, gue tau dia pasti takut gue cie ciein, makannya gue paksa dia.
Gue tebak awalnya "amel", karna dulu setau gue dia suka amel. Dia bilang nyaris, dan dia kasih tau gue petunjuknya "pake kacamata" dan gue jawab "fentia!", dia bilang dia salah ngasih clue nih haha terus dia bilang lagi "nggapake kerudung" gue jawab "moe!" dia cuma bilang enggak terus ketawa -..-
Sampe depan rumah, gue paksa dia buat kasihtau gue siapa yang dia suka lewat sms, dia bilang nggapunya pulsa jadi dia teriak aja

"pake kacamata, orangnya item, rambutnya pirang, rumahnya di taman mangu!" dan dia pergi ninggalin gue kebingungan di pager...kayaknya sih itu gue deh.

Terus dia sms gue malemnya, dia bilang dia keujanan, yaudah gue suru dia mandi dia bales
W : Biarin aja.Masi ada bju pacitan ni.Tadi ada cewe item ngasi k gw
A : siapasih cewek itemya pasti manis deh huh -,-
W : "Arie trifiantie"nama yang gw inget pas lagi kdinginan di ranu kumbolo jam 3 pagi,pas naik tnjakan cinta,pas lewatin padang oro2 ombo,saat gw kehujanan di bwah kaki mahameru yg sampe minus 5 drajat suhunya,hingga gw di puncak masi gw inget.Jadi jangan brani2 musuhin nama i
tu lo,klo ga urusan ama gw.

24september
it was the boiling point. gue rapat koordinasi sama guru dan dicecer abis abisan. gue nangis abisabisan, sedih bangetya waktu itu sumpah. langit juga sedih waktu itu. dia juga marah, sama kayak gue. dia nurunin ujan sama petirnya. dan waktu itu scorp tenangin gue, dia ada buat gue, dia ajak gue ujan ujanan, dia bikin gue senyum lagi. rasanya gue nggamau keluar dari ujan waktu itu haha tapi dia suruh gue keluar dari ujan, katanya entar gue sakit -_- pas pulang dia pinjemin gue jaketnya dan anter gue pulang. I said it was rain, and there's flood everywhere. Guess what, he drive me home and get trough the flood even though it may broke his friend's motorcycle. He's my man :)

1october
LDKS, di dusun kunjani benerbener puncak kestresan gue. Gue tau, gue adalah seksi acara terburuk waktu itu, gue nggabisa ngapangapain dan gue udah down duluan. Ujan, bikin perfect keadaan. Acara gue ancur total. Temen gue nangis, ketua gue nangis, korum gue nangis, semuanya nangis, nyaris gila. dan pada saat itu gue nggak sadar kalau scorp selalu ada dan mantau gue, he do nothing, just sit in there besides me. And that calm me down.

21.00
Gue lagi buat susunan alumni, sendiri, bingung. Dia tarik gue, katanya gue butuh refreshing. Gue bilang nggak mau, tugas gue belom kelar masa gue refreshing? Tapi dia bilang otak gue bisa meledak kalo dipaksa. Dia bilang bakal balikin gue setengah jam lagi. Gue nurut. Kita duduk di kursi antara aula cewek dan aula cowok, dari situ bisa keliatan api unggun kresen, dan suara suara kresen. Dia bikin gue ketawa lagi. Padahal dia nggak ngelucu haha sarap -,-

21.30 kurang
He said he loves me! :'D

011010♥ angka biner, angka yang berkesan banget buat gue. Karna pada saat itu, cerita gue sama dia dimulai :)

A : Aku takut aku kehilangan alasan yang bikin kamu suka sama aku
W : Asal kamu tau ya lek,aku ga punya alesan apa2 sayang sama kamu.Haha.Kalo adapun,mungkin snyum kamu.Udah.Simple kan.Aku coba ga bnyak nuntut deh klo gitu

(dedicated for my scorpio, yang hibur gue dan sayang sama gue tanpa alasan, WAHYU R. PAKAYA)

Thursday, August 26, 2010

hey! just wanna open this post with: happy fasting everyone!
there are lots and lots of story I wanna tell you. but umm...don't know where to start, don't know where to end.

let's start with the SAME DAILY ROUTINE I had. wake up, go to school, study, meeting, saman, go home, exhausted, doing A BUNCH of homework, sleep, then wake up again. It was like HEY! I NEED MORE THAN 24 HOURS PER DAY! it's all start with a SMALL steps that ends BIG. I'm in the school's intern students organization. pretty cool, huh? not at all. being in the organization is hard. it was like my body could explode at any time.

welcome to the stressful street, the street I've choose for my whole year. I wish everything's going as well as we expected..

being in the organization means that I don't have much time to hangout with my classmates, my soulmates, my friends even my family. I kinda miss the time I was a nerd, no activities, just an ordinary highschooler. I just want to PLAY and PLAY and PLAY more, do what I wanna do! do what I gotta do! no one can stop me except God and I. but now, everything have to be prepared. IT FEELS LIKE I'M GETTING 40 YEARS OLDER THAN MY REAL AGE!

my highschool friends said to me that they can accept my busy-ness. but they act like I was nothing for them. It makes no difference whether I am with them or not. It was like I had no place to cry on, I had nobody to rely on, I had no ears to been told.

hope I get used to this situation as fast as I could. hope everything gets better each day :')

Oh well, nobody said it's going to be easy, but I said it's going to be worth it...

Monday, June 21, 2010

grafanest&grafangel♥

ohello! didn't see you there! how are you? kalo guesih lagi ngerasa agak sedih nihya garagaranya grafanest&grafangel2009. I know I'm an outsider, I'm not? terserah deh, tapi buat masalah ini gue ngerasanya gue adalah orang luar, bukan siapa siapa, yah agak sedih sihahahaha...

I'm here trying to tell you guys (baca: grafanest&grafangel2009) bahwa kalian udah punya banyak masa menyenangkan yang kalian lebih tau daripada gue, again I'm saying that I am an outsider, gue nggak tau banyak, bisa dibilang gue sok tau dan gue tau gue sok tau kok. yang kalian nggak tau itu seberapa besar sayang gue sama kalian. please dooong I might be nothing for you guys, but you guys are everything for me :')

persahabatan itu susah dibuat, gampang hancur. alasan utama yang klise banget adalah waktu dan jarak, itu kenyataan yang menyakitkan karena kita tau itu enggak bisa dihindarin lagi dan itu yang bikin gue kesal, kadang gue berharap gue bakalan terus bisa bersama-sama selamanyaa, it's like asking for the impossible. tapi menurut gue itu harusnya nggak jadi alasan untuk memutus komunikasi, kalaupun toh nggak bisa ngumpul at least just say hello by telephone, texts, chatting, or else? it's not like we're living in the prehistoric era

alesan kedua adalah kita udah menemukan orang lain yang samasama mengisi hari-hari kita, hari-hari selama 3 tahun kedepan. ini alasan yang paling menyakitkan karena itu bikin kita, satu sama lain ngerasa dilupain padahal enggak begitu. gue berani bilang, gue iri, gue cemburu kalau sadar ternyata gue bukan cuma temen satu-satunya buat mereka. oh well...

please I'm begging you, kalian yang paling tau rasanya tubir bareng grafanest. pada saat itu kalian pasti tahu bahwa kalian mempertaruhkan diri kalian satu sama lain buat grafanest. kalian itu tipe sahabat yang paling kuat menurut gue karena kalian rela ribut bareng-bareng padahal kalian tau resikonya tapi kalian nggak takut, nggak ngerti gara-gara kalian yang nekat apa gimana tapi saat itu gue yakin kalian rela bengkak, lebam, bonyok demi grafanest.

kalian udah 2tahun 7 bulan 1 hari barengbareng, gue yakin kalian udah cukup dewasa buat nyelesaikan masalah ini. kalian anggap post ini sampah, unqualified, nggak mutu, terserah deh. I just want you to know that I care. I DO CARE

kalau kalian berhasil sampai disini, itu bukti kalau kalian masih perduli sama grafanest, kalian tetep baca karena kalian penasaran apa yang gue tulis tentang grafanest, kalian baca karena kalian peduli.

then why did you let those little misunderstanding things tear you apart? I know you will figured out what's the best for you guys, either broke it or unite it
I just want to say that I miss the time I saw you all laughing together, putting on every effort you had to keep the friendship united forever. you're the one who put it together, you have to think before you broke it


♥ best wishes

Monday, June 14, 2010

twitter

Hey! it's me again! oh I miss post something in this blog. the reason? easy, I can't go online everyday since I was a highschooler (I am a highschooler? yeah..that's pretty much it) and the reason number two is that there is some new micro blogging technology called TWITTER!

awalnya gue agak aneh sama twitter, soalnya gue agak agak mikir what's the point of writing something to be read by others? kayak gue hebat banget gitu kan tulisan gue dibaca orang haha. anyway, ternyata hal yang satu ini bisa bikin gue ketagihan. kalo twitter itu makanan, gue bakal mengasumsikan kalo dia pake narkoba.

setelah beberapa lama gue pakai twitter, tweet gue mulai berubah, dari yang awalnya gue mention orang-orang kayak ngobrol-ngobrol gitu sampai sekarang gue mulai sok ngetweet quotes dengan bahasa inggris. everything changes as time goes by. gue mulai berfikir, apa iya twitter dipakai buat ngobrol-ngobrol? then what's the point of some old technology called chatting or text messaging? jadi gue mulai mengurangi mention orang dan mulai menulis suatu hal dengan bahasa asing.

one thing for sure, sesuatu yang gue tulis dengan bahasa asing itu keliatan lebih keren meksipun gue tau tata bahasa gue ancurancuran gue modal muka tebel ajadeh kalau banyak yang salah haha eh ternyata banyak yang retweet, so random.

gue tau semua bakal ada plus minusnya, mungkin ada yang jengah kayak, idih sok abis nih orang. atau malah ada yang suka kayak, wow you're kewl. yang selalu bikin gue ketawa adalah tweet yusuf hikmah adrai dan henny priutami.

jadi waktu itu gue ngetweet sesuatu pakai bahasa indonesia, dan mereka langsung mention gue bilang "demi apa @arietrif ngetweet pake bahasa indonesia?" ahahah atau "@arietrif ri? situ/sampean/kamu/anda/elu ga bisa bahasa indonesia ya ri? hihi" they really are a mood booster.

the tweet I like the most is tweet about the differences between us and the nerd:

any volunteer? we will say: him! her! nerd! not me!
any volunteer? nerd will say: me! me! me!
people get in the way. we will say: get out of my way!

people get in the way. nerd will say: excuse me...

an A for math. we will say: this should've been wrong! HEY, nerd, you got your paper on me! where's my paper?

an A for math. nerd will say: this should've been wrong! I deserve an A++ for this. what's wrong with those teacher?!

what's your favorite subject at school? we will say: THE RECESS! THE BREAK TIME! THE TIME WE GO HOME!

what's your favorite subject at school? nerd will say: MATH, especially algorithm and algebra!

what did you bring to school? we will say: mobile, novel, comb, notes, money. books? pen? I'll borrow it from the nerd

what did you bring to school? nerd will say: books, thesis, pen, pencils, references, another books

what is school? We will say: school is the best place to meet and play with friends! study? oh GOOGLE could teach me..


what is school? nerd will say: a building where young people receive education. an educational institution, was founded in 1900



for more details just visit my page http://twitter.com/arietrif read my tweet then follow me! now go on! what are you waiting for? go on! go check my page! go! I said go! why are you still here?! I said go on, it's free? hey, don't mess with me, now go! I said go...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

my ESF

for so long I was in the mood to post nothing now I really want to post about my elementary school's friends. anyway if one of you read this blog please please tell me where are you guys right now? bilangin gue kangen! ahahah gue kangen banget yaampun apa cuma gue doang yang ngerasa kangen begini apa ya? terutama buat my beloved
  • Sella putri arby
  • Atikah rizky lestari
  • Diannisa paramitha
  • R.A soraya
  • Edella pramanda
  • Punto larassakti
  • Aulia nur cahyo
  • Praditya virza ramadhan
  • see? gue bahkan masih inget nama panjang kalian!
gue kangen banget beneraaaaan, gue tau sih kalaupun kita ketemu kita pasti canggung atau bingung atau apalah tapi tetep aja woy kalian tuh temen gue pas gue masih polos! gue inget kita drum band, gue inget kita perpisahan di puncak, gue inget kita bikin time capsule, gue masih inget gue nulis apa waktu itu, ahahah. 10 tahun sejak saat itu berarti masih harus nunggu 6 tahun lagi ya baru bisa dibuka time capsulenya? masih lama doooong -..-

jujur, gue masih suka kok ngeliat kalian lagi jalan di mall atau di pensi, waktu itu hari jumat gue ketemu punto di blok M, lagi sama temennya, dan gue enggak berani nyapa. bego emang, bilangnya kangen tapi enggak nyapa haha. gue ketemu atikah sama dea di galaxee, gue kangen-kangenan sama tikah, tapi cuma sebentar banget. dan setelah itu, udah kayak orang enggak kenal deh, kita udah punya dunia masing-masing. mau enggak mau gue harus nerima itu.

it happen as time goes by. time is dangerous, it could change everything, every second. time could made us forget the past, time never stop even for a second. however, time just do it's work, we decide, and so far, I decided to keep you all in my memories, not in my real life. time still do it's work, but I decide to start having you accompany my life, and I need your help for that. I want you all to be with me, not in my memories, because it will dissapear as time goes by....