never ever never ever ever alone

" May your tears come from laughing

You find friends worth having

With every year passing

They mean more than gold

May you win but stay humble

Smile more than grumble

And know when you stumble

You're never alone "

-Lady antebellum, never alone

happy birthday mini cornetto!!

I met this mini cornetto girl right at the first gathering event

my first impression was :

" well, this girl seems extremely friendly"

and yes she was friendly and yes she is friendly till now

and yes, she is one of my best friends in college

she's the one in the middle

on October 29th 2012

this mini cornetto should be mini no more...

Happy birthday NURUL W DJAHIR! 

may all the best thing be yours :) 

P.S there are a lot of grammar mistakes in the stop motion, you know I'm suck at it, yes? :p

P.S.S and I made it so simple...I should've given you more proper present I guess...how about a treat at d'cost quick on wednesday? 

The Journey :')

Do you ever feel like making the wrong decision? well I do, I choose Bakrie University to be my next destination and decided to give the SNMPTN test's up. 

Then...I saw my friend got accepted in my dream university, I suddenly regretted my choice 

but...

I still regret it, so I encourage myself to do SIMAK test 

I flunked the test and....

I failed

The only thing my dad won't approve is jobless, in other word, wait another year to go to college.

So, I accept my destiny. I went to Bakrie University, I still hated it though. But when it's the only choice, you have to do it. 

and guess what? 

Bakrie University might be not the biggest university in Indonesia

Bakrie University might not have been accredited yet

Bakrie University might not be famous

but Bakrie University have a wonderful people in it

So what if it's not big? So what if it's not famous? 

remember, 

sometimes you need to consider

who are you working with more than where are you working in...

I know my journey won't stop here

I know my journey will be far way harder than it is now because my starting point are behind those who went to great university.

but no regret 

In this university, I found my family

Industrial Engineering Bakrie University 

I love you guys with all my heart

thank you, thank you so much for making my days better

I hope everyone's heart who read this will moved

It's not about where you're at, it's about the person in it. 

about who you are when you're with them

trust me, when you are meant to be shine, you will shine despite what your background are.

you might not have the right things

but you will always have the possibilities to make things right

much love, arie. 

the person who made the wrong choices, but ALWAYS tend to get it right instead

I learn it the hard way

blurgh

LONG 

DISTANCE 

RELATIONSHIP 

SUCKS! 

YES IT IS FOR SAYING OUT LOUD...

 -bye :')

a simple hello will be too mainstream

Nighty night everyone. well, this kinda awkward because it's been a long time since my last post. ANYWAAAAAY, happy fasting!! lot of things happen..yeah right, where should I begin?

well, first..I'M A COLLEGE WOMAN! no more putih abu abu, which is kinda sad tapi juga deg-degan gimana gitu. sebenernya sih, nggak excited excited banget gitu, gue kira jadi anak kuliah gue bakal belajar jadi orang yang lebih dewasa. ternyataaaaa enggak juga haha. karna gue kuliah di jakarta, gue nggak nge kos. dan sampe sekarang guys gue belom ospek, nyentuh kampus pun baru sekali pas daftar ulang. gue aja nggak tau mau ngampus naik apa karena gue nggak bisa nyetir mobil ataupun motor. nggak lucu banget kalo gue harus ke kuningan naik sepeda fixie pink unyu gueee (which is soooooo last season) haha

I'm practically pengangguran selama hampir 3 bulan. Awalnya manis banget manis, no need to wake up on 5 am, free to hang out, dvd marathon, but now IT'S A LIVING HELL. Gue bukan tipe orang yang suka diem, maunya sibuk. I have lot's of plan in my head, a looot, sampe sampe nggak ada yang terealisasi haha. tadinya gue mau bikin online magazine project gitu iseng iseng, tapi ya kok nyari aplikasi flipbook maker tuh susahnya gimana gitu. kalau pake yang free trial 30 hari, ada watermarknya gitu kan malu ya pake gratisan kalu di publish :3 in case of so little to do so much time (which I spent most of it to sleep), I gain weight in return. NOOOO!

Fyi...I'm single. 2 hours ago. it's the least I want to talk about because the broke up thingy goes so fast like,

W: you wanna break up?
M: yeah sorry
W: okay.

d-oh. something's wrong. but it happened. I just want to say, everything we've been through, is amazing :) I love you, I just don't feel the connection the way we were. YEEAAAAAAH MAN LDR SUCKS!

lots of love :)

SO

Bonjour, enfin rencontré à nouveau! Ahhh, se sent tellement long à écrire, là encore <---- thanks to google translate, I've made a great opening impression. merci merci merci

so,
I have so much to say. it is so damn hard to sort out which one to tell. and now, I completely forget what to say..
oh well...see you in the next post, Good night! *yawn

011010

011010♥ angka biner, angka yang berkesan banget buat gue. Karna pada saat itu, kalajengking gue bilang sayang sama gue :)

Scorpio
Dia scorpio gue, nggada alasan khusus kenapa gue panggil dia scorpio. Simple, bintang dia scorpio sih haha.

4september 2010
The first day he texts me (I mean, he texts all of my friends too) and apologizing for something that's not really his fault. And we keep texting and texting....about scool's intern student organization haha

5september
We keep texting each other, day and night. It's not always about the school's intern students organization, it's about life, daily activities, everything!

7september
Dia ngasih tau gue tentang gunung, tentang sunset dan sunrise. Tentang indahnya sunrise di gunung dan sunset di anyer. Tentang bunga abadi setinggi 2 meter. Dia bilang dia mau naik gunung gede atau gunung semeru tanggal14. dia juga bilang mau ajak cewek ke pantai ngeliat sunset yang indah itu kapankapan. At that time, I didn't realized that I kinda wish it was me.

14september
Didn't I say it was holiday when he first texted me? Yep, 13 september gue balik ke jakarta. Dan 14 september dia berangkat naik gunung. Tapi sebelumnya dia ajak gue ketemu disekolah, buat ngasih kunci. Dia kasih tau gue tentang carriel (?) which is a pretty cute name for a bag, daypack, alat masaknya, tentang semua buat naik gunung. Dan dia berangkat...ke semeru

20september
Masuk sekolah, we keep texting each other. Kita kumpul diruang osis, bercanda, ngobrol, denger lagu sama amel, satrio, kadims, bangjeb, wildan. Dia cerita tentang semeru, dia bilang dia pikirin cewek di tanjakan cinta. Cieee, kata gue. Tapi gue nggak tau kalo waktu itu gue agak sedih dengernya.

21september
DIA AJAK GUE PULANG BARENG. Karna penasaran, gue tanya siapa yang dia pikirin di tanjakan cinta. Dia bilang nggamau, gue tau dia pasti takut gue cie ciein, makannya gue paksa dia.
Gue tebak awalnya "amel", karna dulu setau gue dia suka amel. Dia bilang nyaris, dan dia kasih tau gue petunjuknya "pake kacamata" dan gue jawab "fentia!", dia bilang dia salah ngasih clue nih haha terus dia bilang lagi "nggapake kerudung" gue jawab "moe!" dia cuma bilang enggak terus ketawa -..-
Sampe depan rumah, gue paksa dia buat kasihtau gue siapa yang dia suka lewat sms, dia bilang nggapunya pulsa jadi dia teriak aja

"pake kacamata, orangnya item, rambutnya pirang, rumahnya di taman mangu!" dan dia pergi ninggalin gue kebingungan di pager...kayaknya sih itu gue deh.

Terus dia sms gue malemnya, dia bilang dia keujanan, yaudah gue suru dia mandi dia bales
W : Biarin aja.Masi ada bju pacitan ni.Tadi ada cewe item ngasi k gw
A : siapasih cewek itemya pasti manis deh huh -,-
W : "Arie trifiantie"nama yang gw inget pas lagi kdinginan di ranu kumbolo jam 3 pagi,pas naik tnjakan cinta,pas lewatin padang oro2 ombo,saat gw kehujanan di bwah kaki mahameru yg sampe minus 5 drajat suhunya,hingga gw di puncak masi gw inget.Jadi jangan brani2 musuhin nama i
tu lo,klo ga urusan ama gw.

24september
it was the boiling point. gue rapat koordinasi sama guru dan dicecer abis abisan. gue nangis abisabisan, sedih bangetya waktu itu sumpah. langit juga sedih waktu itu. dia juga marah, sama kayak gue. dia nurunin ujan sama petirnya. dan waktu itu scorp tenangin gue, dia ada buat gue, dia ajak gue ujan ujanan, dia bikin gue senyum lagi. rasanya gue nggamau keluar dari ujan waktu itu haha tapi dia suruh gue keluar dari ujan, katanya entar gue sakit -_- pas pulang dia pinjemin gue jaketnya dan anter gue pulang. I said it was rain, and there's flood everywhere. Guess what, he drive me home and get trough the flood even though it may broke his friend's motorcycle. He's my man :)

1october
LDKS, di dusun kunjani benerbener puncak kestresan gue. Gue tau, gue adalah seksi acara terburuk waktu itu, gue nggabisa ngapangapain dan gue udah down duluan. Ujan, bikin perfect keadaan. Acara gue ancur total. Temen gue nangis, ketua gue nangis, korum gue nangis, semuanya nangis, nyaris gila. dan pada saat itu gue nggak sadar kalau scorp selalu ada dan mantau gue, he do nothing, just sit in there besides me. And that calm me down.

21.00
Gue lagi buat susunan alumni, sendiri, bingung. Dia tarik gue, katanya gue butuh refreshing. Gue bilang nggak mau, tugas gue belom kelar masa gue refreshing? Tapi dia bilang otak gue bisa meledak kalo dipaksa. Dia bilang bakal balikin gue setengah jam lagi. Gue nurut. Kita duduk di kursi antara aula cewek dan aula cowok, dari situ bisa keliatan api unggun kresen, dan suara suara kresen. Dia bikin gue ketawa lagi. Padahal dia nggak ngelucu haha sarap -,-

21.30 kurang
He said he loves me! :'D

011010♥ angka biner, angka yang berkesan banget buat gue. Karna pada saat itu, cerita gue sama dia dimulai :)

A : Aku takut aku kehilangan alasan yang bikin kamu suka sama aku
W : Asal kamu tau ya lek,aku ga punya alesan apa2 sayang sama kamu.Haha.Kalo adapun,mungkin snyum kamu.Udah.Simple kan.Aku coba ga bnyak nuntut deh klo gitu

(dedicated for my scorpio, yang hibur gue dan sayang sama gue tanpa alasan, WAHYU R. PAKAYA)